Smiles Hiya All

Awwww, didn't you write it down or program it into your phone?

Maybe go back in your im history and find it.

*howls in lonliness*

*Returns the distant howl of loneliness*

*teleports to where he is and cuddes*

*cuddles back and strokes head and shoulder*

*looks around with a lonely look on his face, wondering how everyone is doing.*

*tackles and strokes his head**

*gets tackled*

mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm at strokes

I have hardly slept at all the past couple of days. Too much on my mind to sleep properly, a lot of it being about Rickey. ><

...I actually have something I'd like to share.

(11:13 PM) Alyness: Hi
(11:13 PM) Gaara [Dr. Horrible]. has changed his/her status to Online
(11:13 PM) Alyness: I can't sleep. x.x
(11:15 PM) Gaara [Dr. Horri: Awh.
(11:16 PM) Alyness: Yeah.
I've had a lot on my mind lately.
(11:16 PM) Alyness: Mostly school stuff.
(11:16 PM) Gaara [Dr. Horri: I have too x.x
(11:17 PM) Alyness: I feel tired, but I just can't sleep.
Last night, I didn't get to sleep until some time after midnight. x.x
(11:21 PM) Alyness: Hurm...
(11:22 PM) Alyness: o_o This just came from myspace:
Can Rick Astley dare rescue hijacked plane?
(11:24 PM) Alyness: o_o
(11:28 PM) Gaara [Dr. Horri: Can what what?
(11:28 PM) Alyness: It was a question on an app.
(11:31 PM) Alyness: ...You're awfully quiet.
(11:32 PM) Gaara [Dr. Horri: Sorry.
I'm.... kinda tired x3.
(11:32 PM) Alyness: Oh, okay.
I'm taking a myspace survey thing, and after that, I'm gonna try to go to bed.
(11:35 PM) Alyness: Okay, I need to say something.
I read Leanna's message, and your response.
(11:36 PM) Alyness: I feel bad about it, but I hate being curious.
-Sighs-
(11:36 PM) Gaara [Dr. Horri: You hate being curious?
Huh?
(11:37 PM) Alyness: The myspace message.
(11:37 PM) Gaara [Dr. Horri: Oh...right.
(11:37 PM) Alyness: I knew I wasn't supposed to, but I did.
(11:37 PM) Gaara [Dr. Horri: x.x Yeah, that was kind of for her.
(11:38 PM) Alyness: I didn't tell her to do it, she just told me to give her my psp, and she spent a while writing, so it got me curious.
(11:39 PM) Alyness: I knew by her expression that she was writing something serious, and with what we had just been talking about, I knew the message was about me.
(11:42 PM) Gaara [Dr. Horri: x.x I dunno, I have to head to bed atm, moms yelling...but...
(11:43 PM) Alyness: That sucks.
(11:43 PM) Gaara [Dr. Horri: ...how do I put this, in a few short words, i'm worried to death about you ali. To the point where I was up like, most of the night yesterday over a lot of things, and I apparently was yelling in my sleep... so, you're on my mind x.x
I hope you...get better, I guess is the only advice I can give x3.
(11:44 PM) Gaara [Dr. Horri: ...no, that's...wrong x.x
I mean... sorry I made you unhappy, I never wanted to do that.
(11:44 PM) Alyness: -Sighs- I never know what to say at times like this.
I'm sorry for being a jackass and lingering over it for too long. x.x
(11:45 PM) Gaara [Dr. Horri: Take that apology back.
I won't go to bed until you do.
(11:46 PM) Gaara [Dr. Horri: You have the right to feel what you want, and no one calls my ali a jackass...
(11:46 PM) Alyness: Okay, I take the jackass part back.
(11:46 PM) Gaara [Dr. Horri: ...well, i guess she's not my ali...but.... no one calls my bff ali that.
You have the right to feel and think about it all you want.
(11:47 PM) Gaara [Dr. Horri: I was a jackass for...everything, and everything I put you through, also.
(11:47 PM) Alyness: I don't know why, but everything bad always chooses to pile on me at one time.
(11:48 PM) Gaara [Dr. Horri: I don't have much longer x.x
Like, one minuite...
(11:48 PM) Alyness: Awh.
(11:48 PM) Alyness: Well, you need to get to bed.
Don't worry about me.
(11:48 PM) Gaara [Dr. Horri: Mmhm, I will.
HAH.
x3 Ali...do you remember a word i've ever said to you?
(11:49 PM) Gaara [Dr. Horri: I never stopped worrying about you when you were hurt by other people....
now it's me, i'm dead sick to my stomach worried.
(11:49 PM) Alyness: But I feel bad for making you worry.
(11:49 PM) Gaara [Dr. Horri: x.x Don't you ever feel bad for me.
(11:50 PM) Gaara [Dr. Horri: You just focus on getting yourself better, and i'll feel better in return...
(11:50 PM) Gaara [Dr. Horri: and... on a final note...hopefully one to cheer you up, if you remember anything I ever said to you, it was never a lie at the time.
(11:50 PM) Gaara [Dr. Horri: ...just... so you can be sure... x3
(11:51 PM) Gaara [Dr. Horri: I'm heading to bed now...
g'night...
(11:51 PM) Alyness: Okay
'Night.
Sleep well.
(11:51 PM) Gaara [Dr. Horri: I hope for nothing but for you to feel better...
x.x I won't, not a wink.
(11:52 PM) Gaara [Dr. Horri: But, thanks for the consideration x3.
(11:52 PM) Alyness: I feel bad for making you worry about me though.
><
I'll eventually get over it.
(11:52 PM) Gaara [Dr. Horri: It's you, but it's not just you, so don't worry too much.
(11:53 PM) Gaara [Dr. Horri: x.x I know, but... I wish there was a way you wouldnt've had to have even had something to get over...
(11:54 PM) Gaara [Dr. Horri: I dunno how to explain it.
(11:54 PM) Alyness: Part of it is that your's and Nicole's anniversary will fall on my birthday.
But its not like you could've known that.
(11:54 PM) Gaara [Dr. Horri: The 27'th?
(11:54 PM) Alyness: Mhm.
November.
(11:55 PM) Gaara [Dr. Horri: ...I'm sorry ali...I really am x.x
(11:55 PM) Alyness: You shouldn't be.
(11:55 PM) Gaara [Dr. Horri: Theres way better guys then me, I'm just an ass x3/
(11:55 PM) Alyness: You didn't know.
x3
(11:55 PM) Gaara [Dr. Horri: True...but that's not really an excuse for getting you to like me, and then doing what I did.
You can't justify me for that,
(11:56 PM) Gaara [Dr. Horri: So... it's my fault, in short, so...instead of sadness, direct it towards...anger towards me?
Anything to stop you from being sad ali, i'd rather see you smiling any day.
(11:56 PM) Alyness: I can't do that.
I don't like feeling angry, it feels awful.
(11:57 PM) Gaara [Dr. Horri: Anything but sadness...
-Internet hug- And I feel like i'd give you a real one strongly right now...
(11:57 PM) Gaara [Dr. Horri: So, i'm off to bed now... I really hope you feel better, all my hopes and love towards ya, good night ali...please get better, and promise me you'll try to get some sleep
(11:57 PM) Alyness: I'll try.
Though I can't promise.
(11:58 PM) Gaara [Dr. Horri: Just remember this: Rickey said he's an ass, and theres no reason to worry about it.....
(11:58 PM) Alyness: That won't make me feel better. D:
(11:58 PM) Gaara [Dr. Horri: >_>
(11:58 PM) Alyness: And how come I can't call myself names ,but you can?
(11:59 PM) Gaara [Dr. Horri: Will it make you feel better if I said you've always been one of the strongest, smartest, and nicest kind hearted girls I know.
x.x because it wasn't your fault,
(11:59 PM) Alyness: Awwwwwwwwwwwwhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
(12:00 AM) Alyness: I'd care to return that hug you speak of. x3
(12:00 AM) Gaara [Dr. Horri: x3 Granted.
I'll stay friends with you until you wish to get rid of me ali...and even then... like I promised before, I'll never stop caring about you.
(12:01 AM) Gaara [Dr. Horri: So, i'll be with you in spirit tonight ali, please just...get some sleep and don't worry about it.
(12:01 AM) Alyness: I'll never get rid of you. ><
You need to go now, though.
I want you to at least try to sleep.
(12:01 AM) Gaara [Dr. Horri: All right..
I want the same for you.
In fact, I want you to get off at the same time I do, if possible.
It's late.
(12:02 AM) Alyness: I know, but I'm almost done with this survey.
xD
(12:02 AM) Gaara [Dr. Horri: Get off when you're done with it.
(12:02 AM) Gaara [Dr. Horri: Also, i'm there with you in spirit >-> Off the record: Have fun with my spirit ;3
Ok, that was terrible, i'm sorry D:
That goes off the record XD
(12:02 AM) Alyness: xD
(12:02 AM) Gaara [Dr. Horri: G'night ali x3. I hope it made you smile.
(12:03 AM) Alyness: It did.
xP
(12:03 AM) Gaara [Dr. Horri: Yay, then my job is done.
(12:03 AM) Alyness: I'm about to get off
(12:03 AM) Gaara [Dr. Horri: G'night, have fun.
xD
(12:03 AM) Alyness: I've only got two questions.
(12:03 AM) Gaara [Dr. Horri: With the survey, is obviously what I meant >_>

would i be classified as an idiot if i said :-


Waa...?

No, you'd have to understand the situation. I just felt like sharing.

o ok then

.....


how you doing?

I could be so much better, but I have a new favorite song. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aI4JLa0hbUw < thats it. xP I think I'm gonna make a story post now.

thats good

okies then =3

ROOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIEEEEEEEE


im online =3 in the university campus heheeh

yeah, ok

Then you leave

That post I made of the chat was between me and Rickey.

I just now remembered I forgot to mention that when I posted it.

*tackles and sits on him. Braids his hair*

bwhahahahaahahaha

i'll be home for five o clock ish so see if you can get on tokbox for then =3 i'll have two hours to talk

the uni websire doesnt allow me to use the meebo thing so i can talk on there, am in the chatbox though =3

Welcome Back Kemo

How are you?

All I am is so happy to be back and so happy to see everyone once again

Is good to see you too.

heheheheheheheheh

i gots bacon =3

roooooooobbbbbbbbbbbeeeeeeeeerrrrrrrrtttttt

let me know when you're awake by sending me a text =3